Se7olution

2006-11-10T10:03:00.000+08:00

Se7en's Birthday!!!

2006-11-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

hidden in her innocent childhood
in an ivory tower escalated to the clouds.
there she finds herself cradled in comfort
but contentment never fails to doubt.

luxuries encapsulate her mentality
dependency suffocates her being
while being customed to embrace happiness
her heart begins to sink.

thrown into the world of the normal
opened the eyes of the fool
she lost her very shelter
when society became her school.

fallen from the silver pedestal
crashes left her trembling in fear
beneath the smiles and handshakes
lies silent words as sharp as spear.

painfully deciphering sincere lies
her pride forced to swallow her fury
they pierced through her veins of compassion
she bleeds the cold of mercury.

her life was a bed of roses
once soft and easy as breeze
yes, still that bed of roses
which thorns creep right beneath.

Thank you...

2006-11-05T23:47:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since I've thanked anyone genuinely.

To many, words of thanks are for mere formality or just to end a conversation in a more pleasant way.
It's true. Not many people say it with it's actual content in full bloom.
And, it's one of the most difficult expressions to put across, and mean it, when it's directed to the closest of kin, or the person held dearest to the heart...

This, being my first entry, shall be dedicated in thanks to the people who deserve it.

Thank YOU, for keeping silent when I don't have the silence to listen.

Thank You, for giving me the chance to be glad that I'm who I am today.

Thank You, for knowing me well enough and still be bothered to care.

Thank You, for loving and being so vulnerable to hurt.

Thank you, for being so you, that 'thank you's become needless expressions.

Thank you, for all your respect, which pulled me through til today.

Thank you, for being truthful, despite knowing praises will sound better.

Thank you, for trying to Listen, even at times that i caught you yawning.

Also,

Thank you, for being cunning, now i know that nasty's a better word.

Thank you, for your fake smiles which mirrors the hollow of our society.

Thank you, for the empty promises that have made my silly thoughts wiser.

Thank you, for the lies you've shared that has crafted my believes so beautifully.

Thank you, for making me cry, as now i see the truth better.

Thank you, for making my life difficult, at least now i know i'll survive.

Thank you, for being the obstacle, for i'll take a step back to ponder.

Thank you, for not being there, as now i know who's worth the real words of thanks...

hee hee

2006-11-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

...after a century... it's finally here...